Acrylic on ceramic. 27.5” x 15” x 8” inches.

 

The Insecurities of an Impossible Name is a ceramic self-portrait bust that connects the Roman dictator Julius Caesar to the present-day American, myself. This sculpture reflects my conflict with sharing the name "Julius" and the expectations that come with it—embodying inspiration, excellence, or overcoming adversity, much like Caesar. Psychologists have noted that names can profoundly influence one's life, even affecting career choices, and that how we feel about our name can shape our self-image. This paradox confounds me, as I struggle with others' first impressions and preconceived notions of my identity.